after trying to log on to the system for about 45 minutes, i eventually gave up and packed up. in a sms 40 minutes ago, gN said i should pack up and go join juli@n@ and her for dinner.
i think this is possibly the first time since i started that i feel it so 'up' in my chest. almost choking me already. endless.
i'm rather reluctant to think of myself as less capable and hence not coping. the truth is, before the thought of one 'thing' flashes across my head, the next 'thing' comes pushing its way through. it is so tiring.
constant rings of concerns keep circling in the head. but it really can't be that bad. deep breath helps, tea helps, walk around a bit helps, in fact going to class becomes theraputic.
i need to go finalise the papers now.
2 comments:
let's meet for supper soon!
that's sweet. thanks :)
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