slipped in

on hind sight, it's a little scary.

2010 just slipped in. i would usually be very prepared for the new year. sorted out the files, cleared the table and gotten all the plans laid out. this time round, it is already 2nd jan and all is still a mess.

don't know where it is heading, don't know how it is going to turn out, don't know if things will be ok, don't know what's coming up.

i guess the consolation must be that i still am able to hope. to shut my eyes briefly, take in a couple of deep breaths and know that things will be all right.

may all have a healthy and beautiful 2010.